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bl4ckkittens:

“Hi. Please hear me out? My name is Hazel and this is my story… I have a friend in tumblr who suffers from OCD and anxiety. He does self-harm. He kept saying that he’s an ugly screw up who is good for nothing. He’s not tho. He’s good at things. Things like being such a good friend and making me feel wanted. I’m not quite sure about the date, maybe yesterday 05/16/13 or earlier today 05/17/13 but he deactivated his tumblr account and I’m really scared that he might have killed himself. I have been thinking about this for the whole day and kept crying. I also thought about doing things like cutting myself, smoking, doing drugs, taking pills and other self harms, Please help me find him on the internet. I dont think that’s possible tho but I’d be really happy if you’ll help me. All I know is that his name is Joshua, He’s 18 years old. He’s from Queensland, Australia. He used to have a tumblr account with the url ForeverASuicialMind. Yes, Suicial, with no d and he likes cats and cuddling too.Yeah. That’s pretty much everything. Please. I am freaking desperate. I think I will probably do self-harm if I dont find him. I just cant take it. It’s just too intense too deep. Just one sign that he’s alive and I’m already contented. Thank you to whoever will help me out. I will really try not to kill myself before I find out that he’s alive and I do hope he is. xx”